The Sad Part of My Life

Hai semua..  Ni Danish..  Kat sini aku nak crita skit a little bit of my life yg x smua tahu.. My sad side of my life.. Aku skolah dekat asrama+school.. Kt situ smua boys. Nk dijadikan crita, aku ni dkatakan seorang yg malu, senang terasa(lagi² kalau dgr or tgok crite sdih😢), and I do what's right..  

 

Wktu form 1 dlu, aku dipilih untk wakilkan yellow house for public speaking yang ditrain oleh form 2. Mula-mula ok je,  tpi one time tu,  they ask us to do a speech about something that I don't know.  The title is...  Hentai..  And aku tnya kt form 2 tu, "hentai tu apa bang? " And dia tunjuk..  I was shocked at that time when I know that Hentai is a type of porn.. And dia bgtau psal Hentai..  You know that porn is haram disisi islam.. Dhla training kdng² smpai kul 3 a.m. Mmg x puas hati lah..  So,  I report kt warden about this. When my friends thu,  diaorng pnggil aku as MatPot which is a gelaran untk budak yg suka report..  At that time,  danish rsa yg my batch bnci aku..  Aku ni bleh dkatakan top student gak coz' slalu dpt top 3 wktu exam.. But,  who cares,  right? Except for my parents and my teachers la.. Ok,  now crita wktu form 2.. Ni sdih skit laa..  Aku ttiba rapat with my friend.. Nma dirhsikan tp,  let's called him Ali as a fake name..  Danish dgn Ali ni rapat..  Wherever I go,  dia msti ad..  Ktaorng dlu ni gmuk..  Huhuhh...  Then,  kmi brpakat nk krus sma².. Mkn nasi skit and so on..  Nk djadikan crita,  allah bg dia kurus lbih cept drpd aku..  But I don't care sgt coz maybe tu rezeki dia..  Tp,  yg sdihnya, he called me gemok at last..  I was shocked bcoz dia pun dlu gemuk but now dh kurus ats bimbingan kmi sma². Dia tu mcm dh tak sedar diri sape dlu dia sbenar..  And I just diam je.. I just keep smiling coz' Rasulullah S.A.W thaught us to keep smiling even though it is hurt. At one time,  mak Ali ni blanja danish and some of his friends mkn kt stu restoran mahal..  So kt situ orng mkn guna spoon,  fork and knife.. Ye la,  standard orng kaya, kan..  Aku ni bukn slalu pun mkn guna fork,  spoon and knife ni.. Nk pgang pun x pndai.. And nk thu x apa my friends buat?  They laughed at me.. 

.Ni crita thun ni pulk.. Wktu tu aku nk gi msjid nk gi solat jumaat..  Smpai je msjid, kwn aku tnya "we,  kau nk sumbang duit tak sbb nk beli birthday cake satgi.  Nk celebrate birthday baba(fake name)? " aku jawab la "sorry bro,  duit mmg pokai" The next day,  aku ajak kwn aku gi outing hri ahd "Bro,  esk jom gi outing" Dia plik dn tnya "Kau x gi outing dgn budk yellow ke??  Diaorng kn nk celebrate birthday baba" Aku plik ah sbb diaorng x ajak aku pun..  Aku pun prgi la tnya budk yellow "We,  korng nk gi outing ke esk??" Diaorng pun jwb "Aah,  nk tgok wayang" Aku plik ah..  "Pahal x ajak aku?? " Bleh plak diaorng ckp "Ingtkan kau x nak gi" Aku mcm dh down gila..  Ttiba,  aku tringat psl birthday cake tu..  Aku tnyalah lg, "Korng dh celebrate blum cake tu? " Diaorng ckp "dh, ptng smalam" Aku tnya ah "pahal pulak x ajak aku?" Diaorng ckp "dh kau x de" Aku mcm WTF??  Aku ckplah " pahal x call aku? Mmglah aku x de petang semalam..Kau tau x ptng smalam aku gi mana?  Aku pgi makmal komputer semata-mata nak upload gmbr yellow house buat bbq hritu..  Aku buat tu sbb aku thu korng nkkan gmbr yg aku ambik tu..  Tp ad korng appreciate aku x??  Skit pun x... Dh la korng,  mlas aku nk layan perangai korng yg x ornh hargai" Lpas tu,  aku dh x rapat sgt dgn dorang.. Wktu tu aku mmg dh frust gila..  Knapalah Allah nk bg ujian yg brat mcm ni..  Aku lonely gila..  Sometimes aku nangis sbb aku rsa yg aku ni dh x de guna dh kt dunia ni..  Aku mngkin trlalu baik sbb I always wanna do good to people even though they do bad too me. Coz why?  Coz do good and patience is the best solution..  I keep waiting so that they will be my friend..  But guess what??  No!!  I will never be their friend..  But,  Allah ni mmg dh atur segalanya..  Aku mmg rapat dgn a few form 2 sjak last year lg.. Mmg rapat lh 24/7..  Bleh dkatan lg rapat drpd aku dgn batch aku.. Diaorng ad wktu aku sush dn snang dn aku pun ad wktu diaorng sush dan snang..  As people say,  "What you give,  you get back"..  And benda yg pling trharu is bila diaorng nk celebrate someone from our gang, diaorng ajak aku..  Aku seriously x sangka sbb,  ye la batch aku pun x ajak aku nk celebrate birthday kwn aku tu.. Aku tnyalah "Guys,  knapa korng ajk aku eh celebrate birthday dia? " Diaorng jwb "Sbb kaulah kwn kitaorng..  Kau dh bnyk tlong ktaorng.. Ktaorng mmg appreciate kau" 😊 Aku trsenyum tnda gmbira..  Sgt² jarang aku trsnyum dsebabkan kwn..  Ya Allah,  thank you sebab ketemukan dgn kwn yg mmg btul² kwn..  Setiap ujian tu,  pasti ada hikmahnya..  Thank you Allah..